Saturday, April 14, 2007
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
i`m supposed to go pasir ris today with my cousys and bros again. but i just pulled out cause i have this gigantic headache thart feels like a major hangover, and the thing is i didn`t drink for a week already so i can`t explain why i`m feeling so goddamn crappy.
someone* suggested it could be from lack of love.
. . . . . . . . . . . . . .
probably. or maybe it`s because i miss lydia too much.
MY HEAD IS STILL THROBBING!!
the stupid "table" song my younger bro`s playing isn`t helping either. i hate that song.
i just realised what a sick, twisted and cruel world we live in. why do ii have to fall for him? i`m so totally contradicting myself now, ii was supposed to mainly concentrate on my studies and sisters, not obsessing over a particular guy.
to think i used to despise those who aren`t able to stick to their resolutions.
somebody slap me to kingdom come please. i`ve had enough trying to ignore my heart.
♥ 12:21:00 PM ♥
