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Thursday, April 30, 2009
but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away

Life has been so hectic these few weeks. My examination is coming up and I think I'm seriously screwed. Because even though I'm so much guai-er and hardworking now compared to my secondary school days, there's so much to study I cant possibly cram everything inside my head for the following 1 week studying break (most of us just call it a holiday)!!! I'm contemplating burning the textbooks to ashes and drinking it down with water. That's what buddhists do with amulets to like absorb its power or something right?

Recently my laptop crashed due to an assignment which I was doing with Siwei and Valyns. We decided to give it up in the end, since the biased, fat-ass, gay faggot lecturer failed so many girls that really attempted at that assignment, unlike us. We were doing that assignment at the last minute and half-assedly. I love those 2 girls and their "I don't give a fuck" attitude. Have sent my laptop for repair, I'm bored to tears everynight and feel so lost without my laptop. Fuck that assignment.. crashed my laptop for nothing.

My birthday is on this coming saturday!!! Yippiiiiiiiie!!!!!!!! This is a huge excuse for me to splurge like mad.

12:34:00 AM

Thursday, April 16, 2009
but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away

I remember a few weeks back I got so damn infuriated with some of my classmates calling me a chao ahlian. I kept ranting on and on about it to Siwei and Valyns. Bless those 2 girls who listened to my bitching for hours. I felt so sad for myself, I’ve changed so much compared to my secondary school days, and yet I still get labeled as an ahlian.

But last night Ben told me something. He told me the reasons that I am being labeled as an ahlian is because of my dressing style, the colour of my hair and the way I walk. That’s when I started to feel sad for those people who label me an ahlian instead. I feel sorry for them because it is extremely shallow and narrow-minded to judge a book by its cover. This means that they in turn, are very self-conscious people, so they will tend to daftly listen to others about what’s “good” and what’s “bad”. Hello? No personality?

For me, I wouldn’t change myself for anybody other than myself. But for those kind of people, they will change themselves for anybody so that they can “appear good” or so it seems.

An ahlian has the definition of a female gangster. A gangster means someone who is part of the black society and commit crimes. Learn to look past the exterior honeys, isn’t it a little ridiculous and fucktarded to jump to the conclusion that I am a delinquent and part of a gang just because I walk with a swing in my arms, I wear coloured shorts and I have contrasting highlights in my hair? This has gone way past being stereotypical, this is just plain retardedness now.

10:34:00 PM

Sunday, April 05, 2009
but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away

Went dating with the gorgeous Minyi on friday. Have not met up with her in ages! Being the bimbos that we always are, we gossiped about girls and complained about how guys can be such pricks sometimes. Mostly we were just whining away about our pathetic lives, and trying to console ourselves that some other people live even more pathetically than us. Wahahaha how shallow, but whatever la.

We went to watch the Shinjuku Incident. After watching, we walked around Marina Square for abit then I went to meet Weicong, and Minyi proceeded home.

Met Weicong at Orchard Mrt as we wanted to go to Fareast Plaza and customise a cap so that we can act mat and piss Perry off. Ate a footlong at Subway (I so need to get started on that diet) for dinner, collected our caps and then left for home.

Woke up early on Saturday, and met Perry and Weicong at Jubilee to watch 12 Rounds. I found it kind of insipid, these kind of movies basically have the same storyline just that the actors are different and they tweak it a little. It was a pretty predictable movie. Cop chases crook and crook's girlfriend, crook's girlfriend dies trying to escape, crook takes revenge by capturing cop's girlfriend, cop does anything crook asks, cop finds out crook has another motive other than revenge, kills crook, cop gets girlfriend back, cue big finale of cop and cop's girlfriend jumping out of an explosion, they kiss, the end.

God. That was so damn boring. I have seen that storyline a thousand times. I guess the only reason why I watched 12 Rounds was because the lead actor was John Cena.

After our movie we went to Geylang to find our adorable Huili. Ate durian, 1 fucking whole durian fucking cost us $34. Like what the fuck, and the taste was only very average. Now come to think of it, I suspect that we had been cheated. Damn those durian fuckers.

Went to Huili's block to slack around for awhile then we cabbed to Cathay to catch a late night movie. They forced me into watching the Shinjuku Incident again, I only gave in because Perry was throwing a tantrum like a 4-year-old girl. I think if it were not for Huili and Weicong talking to me throughout the movie, I would've fallen asleep. I mean, the movie's nice but I knew how everything turned out in the end so obviously there's no suspense there for me. Took a taxi home right after the movie ended.

Huili spent the night at my house. We slept at agar agar 5am la, and I woke up around 11am to find her sitting on my bed staring at me. SCARY LORH.

2:39:00 PM


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