Saturday, June 16, 2007
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
Baby, I`m so sorry I used vulgarities on you. I just can`t tolerate the way my father judged you in one glance and straightaway thought that all you`re going for is sex.
I`m angry with my father, not you.
And I really appreciate how you have since 3.30am just been sitting there outside my house waiting for the sky to break and the sun to come out because that is when I can only leave the house. It isn`t necessary.
You`ve done so much for me already can`t you see? You`ve freed me from misery from that stupid useless ex of mine who was never there for me when I needed him the most, you accompanied me on those dark and lonely nights when I couldn`t get to sleep. I love you, I love you, I love you, no one`s ever going to change that. So you`re working full time and I can`t get to see you often, BIG DEAL. I will still survive what. And I promise you my love won`t fade because of that.
I really hate myself for being such a useless stead. I can`t even get you to go back home now.
♥ 5:30:00 AM ♥
