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Friday, March 21, 2008
but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away

I can`t believe my dreams come true, I`ve finally found somebody whose heart is true and best of all you love me too.

I wanna buy a pair of maryjanes, another crown bag, shugar nails and black stockings. Need to save money since I`ve used up all my $500 during the March holidays on food and entertainment. I know 4 things doesn`t seem much.. but the maryjanes and bag add up to around $300, because they are GLP. The price of being overly vain.

Gerald is a fucking idiot. Yesterday night confirm already that today he`ll go out with us but in the morning he said he`s going fishing with his cousins. What the fuck. So I called and scolded him, he relented and said that he`ll pei us until night time. Then me and Derek waited for him at AMK station, stoning for an hour. When we decided that we`ve waited long enough already, I called him and that fucker said it`s raining so he can`t come out. KANINA!! FUCKING CHAO DUA US. He is asking for a beating.

Went to find Xiao V at Dhoby Ghaut after that. Met up with Nico they all at Cathay. Watched Step Up 2.

After the movie, slacked around for awhile, had dinner, slacked around again, then went home.

I miss Xiao V. Knew him for 2 years as my beloved korkor, recently been with him for 1 month 6 days in a romantic sense, and loving him for eternity.

That pig is sleeping already so I`m going to sleep soon too because there`s nothing else for me to do.

Right after I rant about something or to be more exact, someone, whom deserves to die a very horrible death.

I`ve finally found out who it was that anyhow told my father I was in a certain gang and that me and Derek smoked. It was my mother who let the cat out of the bag. She can never keep a secret for long.

I have suspected all along that it was him.

My mama taught me better than flaming others so I will not reveal who it is. I will just say that the guy is a total loser. Bloody childish la. Rest assure, I will not stoop to his level. I am much too sophisticated to indulge in such meaningless shit that only society-scums can pull off. How the hell they bring themselves to do that, it`s unimaginable. So damn degrading. It was a mistake getting to know him. I am so glad that I have nothing to do with him anymore. He`s a burden to the world and everyone else around him. He should just die so the world will be made a happier place.

Ok that`s it. I`m satisfied with ranting already. Going to bed now. Toodles.

11:56:00 PM


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