Monday, June 30, 2008
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
YESSSSSSS!!! FROM TOMORROW ONWARDS I`M GOING TO BE HOME SCHOOLED!At last I`ll be free from the Yishun Town teachers tyranny and dictation!
Although TCH (YTSS cantankerous, old VP) said I should try this home-schooling thing for 2 weeks before making my final decision, I don`t care la. I`ll take it as though I`m going to be home-schooled all the way til to my O Levels.
Earlier this afternoon, my father came to school at around 12pm with my mother to see TCH. After talking with TCH, he came to find me. I told him I want to be home-schooled but he die die don`t allow me lorh. I even threw a hissy fit infront of Leehao, Minyi and Lydia but he turned his back on me.
My blood was boiling like crazy. Since my father did not allow me to home-school, I decided that I should get myself expelled. I intially considered punching my form teacher in her butt-ugly face but then not only would it get me expelled, it would also lead to dire cosequences. You know, police case. Not worth it to get myself in deep shit over a bunch of shitheads.
So Minyi and I just packed our bags. Bid farewell to Leehao and Lydia (she was punished for one day for not taking NE quiz), strutted out of school and went back home to sleep.
My father relented after I walked out of school. HAH!
Anyway, I care about my studies that is why I want to be home-schooled. Don`t think home-schooling is very slack.. my father arranged for me to have private tuitions everyday for extremely long hours. If I go to school, all I do all day is crap with Leehao and Minyi outside the HOD room. (We had to sit outside the HOD room because during the holidays we did not go for retests. Lame shit.)
And even if we were allowed to go back class for lessons, as if I would listen like that... no matter how hard I try to concentrate, my mind will naturally wander off like after 30 seconds. This does not happen for one-to-one tuitions, because there`s only one student and one teacher, the teacher can focus all his/her attention to the student.
I`ll certainly miss bitching about Sally Ong every time I see her. Even if she was still my friend now I will still bitch about her. GAWD HAVE YOU SEEN HER HAIR? SO FUCKING DISGUSTING LIKE SOME RETARDED AND MENTALLY DISTURBED AUNTIE. Seriously! I keep trying to take photos but to no avail she keeps turning around or walking away every time I try to snap her photo.
By the way, this 2weeks-homeschool-testing thing only applies for me only. The shit-eating teachers always like to single me out only lorh. In the morning when me, Minyi and Lydia got into trouble for not taking NE quiz, they said they`ll call our parents. End up only call mine and only mine were made to come down to school. What the fuck. However horh, Minyi also wants to be home-schooled so she not going to go school until the school calls her up and she`ll tell her mother to talk to them. Who the hell can stand that godforsaken place? Different people can take different limit of stress one lorh.
I am so damn happy. I feel like rejoicing by burning up my school uniforms! Shall burn it right now.
♥ 10:59:00 PM ♥
Sunday, June 29, 2008
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
I really should stop playing with my tongue stud. The hole on my tongue keeps getting bigger everyday, if I continue I would most probably end up with a split tongue and that would be so gross.
I really hate canned laughter on TV shows. I find it so damn tacky, telling people when some parts are hilarious. They might as well put captions underneath, "This section is funny". Audience will naturally laugh when they find it funny, they don`t need canned laughter to tell them so.
Even when that part is really hilarious, somehow when I hear the canned laughter following that, it completely spoils my mood to laugh anymore. I would then just switch to another channel about a documentary on ugly-ass baboons or whatever.
Most of us are not complete retards. We do know when to laugh.
I wonder who the hell is the loser who first suggested canned laughter to be put into shows. He must have thought to himself that time, "
Hey by adding in the sound of people laughing at the funny parts, that way people won`t have to worry their balls off trying to decide whether it`s a joke or not". Go suck your grandpa`s balls you fuckhead.
♥ 11:02:00 PM ♥
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
I designed a couple shirt the other day, had Minyi accompany to Tampines last Thursday to make it. I fucking paid $100 altogether, it was supposed to be more but the auntie gave me discount. So nice of her.. I never even asked her to.
I went back on Monday , alone, to collect it. Took me around 2 and a half hours to travel to Tampines and back home again. I was extremely bored during the whole damn trip. But nobody could accompany me anyway because it was a school day. I was sent home for my hair colour, so I was the only one to have the whole day free. (:
I paid the exorbitant price instead of just buying a cheap one from some blogshop because it would be more unique ma.. like only the 2 of us will have it others won`t. But if I had bought some random couple tee from some blogshop other people will have it then I`ll find it very tacky. In other words, I paid for satisfaction.
Fucked up teachers. Won`t bother blogging about them. I know they are expecting me to. But nowadays I don`t really care about their opinions anymore. Like that then like that lorh.
But still, school is somewhat entertaining. Bitching about someone with the ugliest hairstyle of the millenium, arguing with teachers, talking cock with Leehao about his favourite subject, etc..
♥ 12:35:00 AM ♥
Saturday, June 21, 2008
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
Minyi accompanied me to Bugis yesterday to make my fake nails. After the measurements were done, we rushed to Tampines because I wanted to make something for Xiao V.
Then went home. I reached home around 11.30pm. Why couldn`t Singapore make bullet trains? The time taken to go to Tampines is damn long la however it did not appear so to me and Minyi since we were gossping and bitching about others all the way.
Sian lorh next week still have to go back Tampines to collect the thing. So fucking far la. I hate taking the MRT. I think for once I`m going to drive my father`s or mother`s car (whichever one is available) to my desired location. I am so sick of sitting in the MRT like some bloody idiot staring into blank space for so bloody long. It`s such a waste of time.
Don`t belittle me. I can drive one lorh! Sometimes I secretly borrow one of my parents` cars in the middle of the night and take it for a little spin.
Anyway, thanks Minyi for accompanying me running to and fro yesterday night! So sweet of you.
And, I am not going to reveal what I bought for Xiao V in Tampines until I`ve given him it. Because that pig reads my blog without fail everytime he has access to internet.
I think my english is absolute crap now. I have alot of grammatical errors whenever I speak/type/write.
I feel so bad for not having dinner with my family yesterday night (19th June is my mother`s birthday) and instead went out with Minyi. But I really can`t stand being around my father no matter how pitiful his face looks. Every minute, every second that he sees me he will keep talking about how the O Level will be my last hurdle, my future is at stake here, he knows I can study if I try... BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH...... I
HATE how he doesn`t understands at all lorh! Some people are JUST NOT the studying kind, they have other different talents (although I have still failed to recognise what my talent is, someday I know I`ll find out what it is). Fuck this la. I cannot stand being around the house.
So chio. This, plus the nails tabs only cost around $40. So cheap. A normal full manicure with this kind of nail art on every nail would probably cost $100+++, and which I would probably ruin in a few hours time due to my rough handling.
However, the disadvantage is that fake nails are super troublesome.
Xiao V got retained in custom today for 1 and a half hours. Those nothing-better-to-do policemen pulled him aside and told him they wanted his urine sample. Apparently they suspected he took drugs. As though it was written across his forehead, "I do drugs".
Goodness. Wasted the precious time we could have spent together. I think they should just take those urine samples and shove it up their tight asses. Dickheads.
♥ 2:20:00 AM ♥
Saturday, June 14, 2008
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
Sorry if I have been uncontactable for the past few days. We decided to embark on a trip to Malaka all of a sudden. The "we" is my father, me, Xiao V, Randy, Zhan Han and my 2 fat-ass brothers.
I`ll post the photos another day. There`s something wrong with my laptop`s bluetooth now.
Those 3 days were the happiest moment of my life. I got to spend every minute, every second with my laogong. And even though we were obviously not allowed to sleep in the same room, we were still very near each other, because my father booked a suite with 3 rooms in it.
2 more days to our 4th month. I never thought that in my lifetime I would find someone I love so much that it hurt. But I did. The rest of my other serious relationships only managed to last 2 months give or take. This is real, you are real, baby I swear I`ll love you forever even if the whole universe comes crashing down.
(P.S. The tongue piercing did not help me to lose weight at all. I`ve been binging like crazy after my tongue recovered. Ok, it still hasn`t recovered, it is still very swollen, but at least it doesn`t hurt anymore. And it is quite shuang too.)
♥ 12:51:00 PM ♥
Saturday, June 07, 2008
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
Goodness man, this is pure torture. I wonder how am I going to endure the next 12 days like this. Because my tongue is swollen past the stud, ¾ of the ball of the tongue stud has sunken into my tongue piercing. IT IS DAMN DISGUSTING LARH! If it continues to swell, even for a little bit, the whole ball can go inside already.
SICK~!! The worst part is I CAN`T ENJOY GOOD FOOD! I can either drink milk or eat porridge, that`s it. I tried eating bread just now and it hurt like crazy. Took me an excruciating 1 and a half hours to eat finish the bread. The bread was only like palm-size lorh.
Fuck larh somehow I regret piercing my tongue.
I`m so going to suffer from malnutrition after this ordeal. My stomach keeps growling and my tongue still feels like it is going to explode anytime.
I can`t even la chi with Xiao V!
♥ 2:34:00 AM ♥
Friday, June 06, 2008
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
This photo was taken this morning.
It is so much worse now. My tongue currently is the exact size and the exact shape of a bloody ping pong ball. I can`t close my mouth now la! I have to leave it gaping open like a damned retard.
And its pain because my tongue has swelled past the tongue stud and the tongue stud is bloody tight on my tongue. My tongue feels like its about to explode any moment. So unfair! Minyi`s one swell only abit but mine swell until so jialat.
Oh well.. beauty is pain. In a few weeks my tongue will be back to its usual shape and size, and the way I talk will not sound as if I have a fucking short tongue.
I had soup for breakfast, porridge for lunch and drank 1 litre of low-fat milk for dinner. At least this piercing has its advantages. I get to go on a serious diet. (:
WHY IS HEAVEN SO CRUEL TO KEEP FINDING WAYS TO SEPERATE ME AND XIAO V?! It`s the holidays now but he can`t accompany me for these 2 weeks because he has no place to stay in Singapore.
WHY WHY WHY.
♥ 12:11:00 AM ♥
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
I miss this super childish pig pig.
Just got tongue piercing done today with Minyi. When pierce through that time not pain but took damn long because my tongue kept automatically shooting back into my mouth.
Now my tongue has swollen up real bad and it hurts like fuck because the stud is not long enough for my poor swollen tongue and it feels very tight.
I have ALOT of difficulties chewing/eating.
Okay scratch that, I can neither eat nor chew at all. Bloody ball.
They lie one lorh they say tongue piercing is less pain than lip or naval piercing. The process is not pain larh, it is just the after effects.
I am effing hungry now, my stomach feels so empty. All me and Minyi had for dinner was only a few spoons of fish porridge. It took us like 5 minutes or more to swallow down a spoonful of porridge.
♥ 11:50:00 PM ♥
Monday, June 02, 2008
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
What`s with the recent shutter shade craze?
I`ve seen alot of blogshops selling the imitation ones.
The authentic ones are from
http://shuttershadesonline.com/ and I think they probably retail at around USD$24.99.
I know they got famous after Kanye West wore it in one of his music videos. But are those fashion-followers really so blind to think that they look cool? I think those shades look absolutely weird la.
And what`s the purpose of it anyway? According to the shutter shades original website they said that it was
"Inspired by the fashion of the 1980's fused with a futuristic touch, Shutter Shades bridge the gap between styles of the past, present and future. Unique in design and function, these shades are in very high demand worldwide."Erm.. so there is no use for it and is only an ornament to make yourself half blind? Ok la I know I am not one to talk since I always have a part of my fringe covering one of my eyes and I am always stumbling/tripping over things but that`s not the point here.
I highly doubt it is comfortable to wear. I mean for the eyes. What with all those lines partially blocking one`s vision. Won`t it like spoil one`s eyesight or something?
Most importantly, it`s ugly in a wtf-you-look-like-a-retard kind of way.
Hell it looks interesting though, I might just lose all rationale and buy one to try for novelty`s sake.
Have I mentioned before how much I detest the shawl-wearing trend in Singapore? I think it`s bloody fugly larh, not to mention completely stupid.
Madness lorh as if Singapore very cold like that sial must wear shawl around the neck.
♥ 11:43:00 PM ♥
Sunday, June 01, 2008
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
Sorry baby, I should really stop being so petty and trust you more.
He cried infront of me today and my heart completely shattered.
I feel so shitty right now. I am such a goddamn bitch.
I love you more than I have ever loved anyone before, Xiao V.
I`m so sorry for always bringing you heartache and misery.
♥ 11:39:00 PM ♥
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
I fucking hate gamblers.
I don`t know why but it`s so damn annoying.
Mahjong, blackjack, poker, tai ti and other shit.
Doing forfeits are okay. But where money is involved I`d rather just give the whole load to a beggar.
I have no idea what the fuck I am talking about. Either I don`t have enough sleep or I have PMS.
There`s also a very very very
VERY high possibility that it has got to do with
SOMEONE who promised me that he is not going to play mahjong tonight but have just told me he`ll call me after he has finished playing mahjong with his god-mother they all.
Bloody hell. HE IS SO DAMNED EXASPERATING!! I feel like I`m on the verge of bursting a blood vessel. And it`s bad enough that there is a VEIN hanging out from my naval-piercing hole! Because this morning I kept playing with my naval stud, pushing it in and out when suddenly this red thing leaked out. Initially I thought it was just blood so I proceeded to scrap the red thing off my stud when horror to horrors I realised that it is a solid-red-string-like-thingy attached to the inside of my naval-piercing hole and it hurt like fuck when I pulled it. So bo bian I just left it hanging there. WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH IT DOES ANYONE KNOW? OR IS ALL HOPES LOST FOR ME?
MY STOMACH HURTS LIKE HELL SINCE THAT GODDAMN VEIN RAN OUT. BUT DOES HE CARE? NOOOOOOO.. INSTEAD HE IS SOMEWHERE IN JURONG PLAYING HIS PRECIOUS MAHJONG.It`s a motherfucking lethal combination, me being in a PMS-y mood, lack of sleep and GETTING LIED TO. Only for one particular person that is.
What`s my problem?! WHAT`S MY PROBLEM?! I`LL TELL YOU WHAT MY PROBLEM IS...
HE SAID THAT HE`LL ACCOMPANY THEM PLAY FOR
AWHILE ONLY THEN WILL CALL ME BEFORE GOING TO BED. NOW HE JUST SMSED ME TO
GO SLEEP FIRST. I KNEW IT LORH I KNEW IT LORH I SO DAMN FUCKINGLY-DOODAA KNEW IT LARHH! HE
ALWAYS LIKE THAT ONE SIALLLLLLL! PLAY DOTA ALSO. WE ONLY HAVE LIMITED TIME OF MEETING EACH OTHER. HE SURE WILL SLEEP IN THE WEE HOURS OF THE MORNING THEN CAN`T BE ABLE TO WAKE UP ON TIME AND IN THE END WE`LL JUST BE ABLE TO MEET UP FOR LIKE 3-4 HOURS THEN HE`LL HAVE TO GO BACK TO MALAYSIA ALREADY.
MY BLOOD IS BOILING, ANDRENALINE PUMPING, HOW AM I EXPECTED TO FUCKING SLEEP.
THE WORST THING IS. HE DOESN`T EVEN HAVE A CLUE THAT I AM ANGRY.
NONO, I AM NOT ANGRY, I AM FUCKING CLOSE TO THE EDGE OF MURDERING ANYONE.
But do you know why I don`t want to break with him? It`s because I LOVE THIS IDIOT MORE THAN I HAVE EVER LOVED ANYONE BEFORE.GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT. GODDAMMIT.
I feel like bursting into tears and wailing my heart out but at the same time I also feel like giving him a call and start incoherently screaming profanities into his ear.
Fuck this shit, I`m going to devour a tub of ice-cream.
Probably after that I`ll sms him in a very rude manner and hope he gets my point. Which he probably won`t in like a gazillion years until I start with the screaming-of-profanities method.
♥ 12:50:00 AM ♥
