Monday, September 21, 2009
♥ but when the rhapsody plays; it takes my breath away ♥
I can't sleep. Or rather, I don't really feel like sleeping even though I'm tired, and it's close to 5 in the morning already.
Totally did not get my sufficient fix of shopping last week. I'm so goddamn addicted to shopping that I have to buy at least 3 items a week to appease myself. But I've got a heart of gold, and so, for the sake of Pearwee's birthday, I have to practice some self-control to save up a sum of money. Sometimes I really marvel at how gracious and sacrificial I am.
I am so altruistic that from time to time, the heavens open up and cast a golden halo around my head. But at the same time, I am so humble that I've told God that he could only do this when nobody's watching.
I'm reverting back to my old ways and getting more and more glutton-ish each day.
Have to start controlling diet too.
Anyway, I so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so got to force myself to start rushing my graduation project already. I've procrasted long enough and the dateline is only in a few more days.
FUCK!
I ABSOLUTELY HATE BEING CONTROLLED SINCE I'M MORE OF A DO-WHATEVER-I-LIKE-GET-WHATEVER-I-WANT KIND OF PERSON.
AH! Screw it! I'm just going to go along with the flow and do whatever that little chirpy, bubbly, sweet voice in my head tells me to do, she always sound so right and sure of herself.
Eliminate all fugly people.
♥ 4:48:00 AM ♥
